This is what I’m going to ask from life: that I would have just one physically present friend who wants to be friends with me just as much as I want to be friends with them.  I’m tired of being alone.  I’m tired of being lonely.  I’m tired of being the one who puts forth effort time and time again. In fact, I quit.  It’s better to be merely alone than to be alone after trying to not be.  So from now on, if people want to see me, they can do the work.  They can put forth the effort.  And if not, well, Harry Potter will always be there for me.  And I have plenty of homework.

I wish December would hurry up and get here.  I’m ready for a change.