I feel like a raincloud.  My heart is just plain discouraged.  All I wish for is the semester to be over, and thankfully, I only have two finals left.

I realized something today: I don’t feel safe with Christians, and especially not Christian men.  That is something of a problem.

How can I escape this conundrum I find myself in?

And does it matter if I finish my masters?  What if I never write my thesis and never get my degree?  Will that hinder me in life?  What if I can’t finish due to circumstances beyond my control?  Do I need another useless degree?

A friend and I brainstormed today what my passions are, but we realized neither of us knows where to look for a job that would use those passions.

It’s a sad day, but maybe tomorrow will get better.