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It’s only Sunday, but I can tell you already that it’s been a big weekend for me.

I had my second session for my Hogwarts tattoo.  One more should do the trick.  I’ll try to post a picture later–it’s looking beautiful!

I started reading “Lost Boi” by Sassafras Lowrey.  I’m only a few chapters in, but it is amazing. Especially if you are a fan of the Peter Pan genre (I say it that way because while it is a book, a damn good one, there are multiple interpretations in movie/play/etc form), and are interested in queer interpretations of said genre.  I won’t go into all the ways that this gets me in the feels, but check it out for yourself.

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I’m really just going to have all the feels, all the time.  I’m mood swinging with the best of them, on a roller coaster ride of emotions.

If only I were used to feeling, then I think I could manage better.  But it’s still such a surprise that I can feel like this.  [How long will that take to be normal?]

Most of the things I’m learning I like.  But I have learned that I am apparently a needy person, which I do not like.  I don’t need a lot if I can get something–just throw me a bone once in a while.  But how to communicate that to a person that you’re not in a relationship with, that you’re not even sure how long you’ll be seeing?

I’m seeing her tonight, I think.  I’m inclined to continue seeing her, despite whatever the timeline ends up being.  I’m still not entirely certain what her inclination is.  However, my best friend agrees with me–perhaps because when our situations were reversed, I advised the same.  So either it is good advice or my friend is merely paying me back.

I’ve also realized that I don’t want to do this casual dating thing I’ve been doing.  Oh, maybe I do/did in general, but I’m taken enough with this woman to want to see only her.  My timing is terrible.  I want to jump in, both feet first, and I’m not sure I get that option anymore.

I’m like some terribly angsty teenager.  It’s pathetic.